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a bad world cup

2006-07-10T05:25:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching the WorldCupFinal and its jsut sux with zidane veen red card for a stupid movement .. drew a dark ending for this year World Cup .. and im tired like hell now ... skool is still fine with my .. results .. soso .. but kind of bore ... nth much is happening as if im reaching the bottom of my life ... well gonna give skool amiss .. dont think i can wake up on time .. hey guy .. nite ...

Rejected & Rejecting

2006-06-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

When you're been rejected ... its the hardly thing to accept and its realli sad ... Have you ever reject anyone ? Its not easy to tell the one that love you ... that you cant be together with her ... consider about hurting her ... she will cry ... yet .. still cant force myself to love her ... its better to end it early ? ...

work ..

2006-06-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

this few days busy looking foe job .. tat day elieen intro me 1 .. at suntec work at the IT show .. so for the pass 2 days im there lor .. at first though i'm gonna sell laptop .. but in the end .. im giving flyers ... with another guy .. like 2 dumb ass like tat.. and its onli $35 for 9 hours .. iya.. also gd la better than nth .. tired .. lol

CCa maddness

2006-05-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

Cureently very free .. everyday slacking .. but i took up archery .. and TKD .. and im looking for job .. once archery equipment arrive training will start .. around mid june ? TKD lei .. every tuesday and thursday .. job .. still not very sure yet .. but once everything is on track .. the onli free time i have is friday after skool ? lol .. im going to be so bz then .. anyway jsut now went to look for mt tobok(tkd uniform) but its missing.. thing mame give my cousin lia o.. hiaz.. gonna buy again ... knew tat it will be a sad ending ...

... ... ...

2006-05-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

pon english lesson this morning .. cuz jsut too tired la .. im glad i didnt went .. cuz .. i was told there is onli 1 empty left beside her .. so if i went.. i'll be sitted beside her .. will fate shows everything .. anyway.. i when skool at 11++ late for foo lesson .. then after tat got html test .. scare me .. but its an easy test la .. then .. she online in msn ... i didnt realli wanna talk to her but .. i said a few words .. to her n i went off line .. haahaha ..

...

2006-05-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

thought she wont drop me a msg .. but .. its never happen .. time jsut prove everything .. tml will be the start of a challenging week .. cya guy

fool made to be fooled

2006-05-19T16:28:00.000+08:00

i knew wads so going on ... its all false hope and its empty ... i know i'm not better than him ... well ... i choose to leave sliently .. really hope to see u happy .. when u're together with him ..

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

2006-05-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

today . .i bought a bottle of dribks for her .. and for some reason .. the drink didnt reach her .. and i was rejected indirectly.. while .. im a fool .. upcoming test are realli stresfu ll .. i gonna get busy guy .. cya

poly life chap 2

2006-05-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

its been a mth at NYP .. still tat slack but abit more exciting .. cuz i know .. i will be about to see her if i attent for lecture .. so guy .. sry im not going to pon lecture anymore .. fate ? im feeling bad about it .. jsut hope everything will be going fine .. for my module and tat fate .. and my dear freind u too .. jia you .. tml will be archery orientation .. yea .. finally .. hoping to meet more ppl .. its onli 1 mth and my class is like .. cold conflict ... sliently ... hiaz .. alright everyone .. GdNite

Poly life ... chapter 1

2006-04-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

well finally school had started .. life at NYp EI .. was still fine la.. slack and boring ... my classmate .. mostly was from skss .. onli afew from other skool .. so tat make my class even bore .. my class got a few ppl from malaysia .. haha.. free supply of chewing gums .. well saw some other friend at NYp too taking other courses .. suddenly i felt tat singapore.. u're realli realli very small .. tml .. will be my second week ler .. hope everything will be going fine for me ba ...

man .. life is tough

2006-03-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

cureently working at my uncle bao shop .. the hardest money i ever earn ... y ?? its not physially tired but its mentally stress ... the shop used to have 6 workers .. my auntie my mum (cashier ) and four other uncle making bao ... 2 of them are part time ... and of cuz the chief ... dont know what happen the chief scolded my auntie and my uncle ( auntie lao gong ) wanna go down n whack tat cheif ... then my uncle ( boos ) went to resolve with them ... so my auntie left .. and i took over and tat how i got the job ... so i worked for about 2 weeks everything was fine .. until 2 days back .. the chief scolded on of the uncle and they almost got into a fight ... and tat uncle left .. .and i had never seen him again ... everyone is like go there for tat pay ... no one is helping me out .. and i was like dont give it a damn .. then one of the mixed rice uncle ( next door ) told me .. this is your own business even you dont wanna bother no one can help you ... stress man ... waking up everyday to work .. $1200 ?? hard to earn ... well i'm enroll into NYP Enginerring informatic .. dont know what course is tat and tat my 9th choice .. feel like going to meet my skoolmate ... just cant wait for skool to start ...

im fine

2006-02-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

omg ... my O lvl result ... gonna die yet i cant die ... 5 passes total of 25 points ... cant retake... either end up in poly or ite ... dead ... jobless since robinsons contract ended everyday at home do nth looking for some jobs lor ... but jobs is realli hard to find now ... single is the cure to saddness ...

xIang

2006-01-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey ... long time did not update ler .. tml will be my last day .. as an sale associate at robinsons ler .. maybe becoming goldlion ..or hush puppies promoter ... maybe not ... my pay was divided into 3 pay day ... the money i got for my first pay day . .i spend all ler .. lol .. waiting for the nxt to come ... felt tat .. i growing fatter ler .. keke ... this 1 mth .. i knew lots of ppl ... i admit there are some tat is better than her ... n some very steady brothers .. tat will help me out at time n pei me to slack ... even they maybe better ... i try to change tat feeeling i have for her ... yet .. i cant ... she's still occuping those spaces in my heart ... it seeem like no1 can get those spaces from her ... i dont know .. i still love u not ... but i can say i still having feeling for u ... even i had not seen u for a very long time ler ... yet .. i wish tat u can jsut 4get about me .. since i broguht so much sad memories to u ... realli dont have the courage to face u anymore ... just slinetly .. sercertly .. having feeling 4 u .. and wishing u all the best .. n take care.. ba ... promise u a meal when i get my pay da .. tat day is coming soon .. ba .. i'll try my best to make it perfect ... tml will be another bz day for me ... hope u're feeling better ler ba ...

my off day

2005-12-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

wooh .. 6 days .. total of 42 hours . working at robinsons .. finally today is my off day .. work at robinsons menswear department is rather slacking .. maybe .. stocks for new year is still not in .. or shoppers are waiting for the robinsons sale ? well wadever it is .. i know tat .. i'll be busy .. for the nxt 3 weeks .. thz lots to melvin my partner .. tat aid more lots .. in steam ironing shirts n pant .. ytd he is off ... so i gonna iron them myself .. and guess wat .. i burn my thumb by the stream .. damn .. ppl around me is rather gd .. they dont scold me .. but they help me out .. customer there are " high class " they wont get angry n they wont show attitude .. friendly shoppers .. 95% of them pay by visa .. n it is rare to see ppl paying by cash ... kw n sl .. lifestyle department lvl 3 .. heard tat their department is like hell .. carry tons of good .. and scolded by tat Nokia .. n those buddies around them that taught them how to slack ... which i learn abit tooo .. they r much bz then me .. anyway i notice a gal.. from ladieswear cute cute looking da ... keke .. tml back to work gonna keep a look out for her .. usually .. have my breadfast in the staff canteen .. at 11am .. lunch is at 3.30pm dinner usually have it at cp wif kw around 8 30pm ... ya.. bz lifestyle ... saw some nice clothes ... cant wait 4 my first pay .. tat $329 addidas watch ... N70 ... and many more .. gonna buy them all ...

tiger helps

2005-12-14T01:58:00.000+08:00

a can of tiger a day ... helps to keep the saddness away ...

fate .. dont fool me plz

2005-12-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

i have feeling toward her ... she also have feeling toward me ... yet we cant be together ... communcation problem ? i dont think so ... its jsut tat what mean to be sperated will be spreated ... tat what fate is about ...

lousy ..

2005-12-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

im i realli a very lousy person ? she said im not up to her standard ... i realli cant understand .. maybe im realli lousy ba ..

sick sick..

2005-11-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

sick sick go away - come again another day - little xiang xiang wanna play - sick sick go away - damn ... im sick ... sore throat flu fever ... 3 in 1 ... xiong ... looking around my house reliase tat there is not papadol ... ask my papa buy tat lazy asshole dont wan ... no choice .. gonna buy myself but im too sick too .. in the end thz to jiamin got some from her .. and her dog .. cute ... lol .. when i came back with the panadol .. my mum boiled me herbal tea .. and she told me dont take the panadol ... diao ... sian 1/2 .. nvm took the herbal n had a nice rest ba ... nxt morning im much better but flu is getting worst ... at home slack paly game lor .. rthen fion da jie called .. thoguht she realli wanna have lunch wif me .. chey ... she got a motive da .. want me help her buy a rock $302.40 .. wah kao .. i maybe a banker .. but im not a rich 1 .. at tat time i onli have 20 bucks in my wallet lor .. in the end a small fly came n save me .. lol ... she treated me badly in the past .. i hated her lots .. but when i heard tat she need help ... my heart melted .. i wanna help her ... but y .. help some1 tat i hate so much ... i can't understand myself anymore ... im trying to improve day by day

erm.. another day ...

2005-11-26T11:11:00.000+08:00

ytd ... met up wif kw at cp ... n sl wanted us to help him in something .. so we agree to help sl .. in the end we did nth but ended up at suntec aracade plzying game ... then went to centre point find lw to join us for lunch @ 5 pm .. but we batahan so we went to pizza hut first ... the service is rather poor ... but nvm ... it ok ... when liwei came .. at 5pm . we had ate our meal ler .. then we took out our money to pay ...guess wat .. the person came back wif the $ saying " here your change " liwei .. fast thinker .. said " Let Go " and we all left ... yea.. a free meal at pizza hut ... so .. went over to S11 pei liwei have his meal .. suddenly sl sported the pizza hut guy ... so we ZHAO .. haha .. in the end the person did not chase up la .. then we took a backway back into the shopping centre .. slack around .. saw 1 CD shop wanna hire ppl .. so we full up the form ... lw went back to work ... slack slack .. n wanted to walk to PS .. we took the wrong route ended up at a place i dont even know where is it .. so we U turn n went back to orachard n took a train to PS .. reach there we palyed lan .. wait for lw to knock off ... he came at around 10 30 .. then he had his meal .. n his left .. while me sl n kw took train home .. in the train we were planning to go n have our meal at houngang 24 hours da .. but Sl alighted at seragoon ... then i n kw sian 1/2 lor .. we went kovan to have our meal lor .. then took a bus home .. reached home at 12am .. damn tired ... lol .. hanging outside wif them for 12 hours .. haha ... i would like to make a wish here .. " i wish i wish .. i could improve myself n she would accept me , i realli love her lots "

neither happy nor sad

2005-11-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

moring woke up .. slack slack use com .. then reliase tat i got not enuff time ler ... meeting dream gal at 12pm .. .then bath ... bath hao ler style hair ... i was depress when i saw my golden hair ... i gonna get it black in no time ... so.. guess what ? im late ... the first time n im late ... hai hao she did not sold me ... i just cant stop thinking about my hair ... it so ugly ... and yet she still say it ok ... so had lunch then wait around waiting 4 the movie to start ba ... so went into the cinema watch harry potter nice but long show ... hm ... then after the movie ... tat evil tere appear n BOOM she spoiled it all lol ... then went home after tat ... scare she may go home late n got scolded ... happily went home ... after awhile she came online ... n i reliase she changed her personal msg to ( *** ) .. i dont know what she wanna tell me but i could guess the meaning ... really sad ... now i gonna let my hair grow longer n dye it black ... i realli wish something could happen between us ...

it's jsut right

2005-11-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

the feeling is jsut right .

well 1'm ok

2005-10-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

thz for the care everyone gave me . i'm really ok . well .. anyhow hat the % of tiger beer ? i;m trying out this Venom - Blue Vodka 5% da . nice lei .. the weird taste is much reduce . but i wonder how come i can buy sia ? haha . cya tml .

Cried

2005-10-16T04:50:00.000+08:00

Have anyone ever felt so sad before that the sadness could wake you up in the middle of the night and u jsut can't comtrol your feelings n u started crying ?that happened to me jsut now . hiaz

i finally know why i dont cry ...

2005-10-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

i know why i dont cry ler .. is not that i dont is just that i dont know about it . i cried today when i'm bathing ... i dont know why . maybe a bottle of garlsberg can help me to put my sadness after for today ba . i realli did my best n i dont know why i did not ... ... ... my prelim result was just so great that i could not even get into ite . L1R4 31 points . cool rite . ops . the beer is taking effect . nvm let me complete this . i gonna study like crazy for my O ler . n i realli wish i could put that aside . anyway i'm jsut a dumb ass tgat is willng to be fool by u

happy or sad

2005-09-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

look like i gonna retype this post ... jsut now it took me 30min to complete typing n a mistake deleted all my words .. wtf ... nvm i gonna make it short then ... it sound good to anyone when the one you love say his/she love u . but for me that not really the case . Ppl told me that i should fight for the love . which i think is an act of selfishness . ppl replied love is selfish it got nth to do with you . but i realli think tat if i did such a kind of thing i would cuz she n him to suffer da . it also better for 1 to suffer than 2 suffering rite . tat y i choose to get away from them as far as possible . yet i could not bear to do so . so now i'm lost . hopefully this is the first and final time i'm lost ba . at first i dont know about anything . thinking tat we could start over a new but until one day . i knew about it . got a feeling tat i'm been treated like a fool . no1 had ever fool me she is the first . really felt tat i'm just like a backup . anytime she could return to me . which i think i'm should not be the 1 . really dont know to love or hate but 1 day i have to make a choose between them . but i give myslef an 3rd option which is to leave sliencly ... i really really love u ... but i will try to erase all my memories of yours and start over a new and i wish u n him can stay happy always ... saddness memories of my life ( recorded ) .

10 million yearS ago ...

2005-09-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

wooH ... i'm back ... got a feeling tat i haven been updating my blog for 10 million years ... but now .. here i am updating it ... for the pass 2 months ton of things happened to me ... happy n sad ... finally mr zul had stop catching my hair .. and i can study in peace ler ... everyday study n study do homework ... but i dont know if i'm able to handle the prelim anot ... it seem like i m a failure .. my L1R5 had never go below 30 ... a math ... i trying my best ... for the pass few weeks .. kept playing maple ... kind of like bore ler ... anyway ... my IGN is 8903 interested can add me ... saw 1 of my buddy .. getting into trouble yet i cannot do anything must ... i'm like a middle man ... on my left is my friend on my right is my buddy ... both telling me different stories .. tat i dont know who to trust and what to do ... feeling tat our distrance is difting far away ... and i losting sight of them ... and to tat someone out there ... i'm kind of sad after knowing that ... as someone had told me before and i dont believe it until i got the answer from you ... well ... i think tat fate ... and fate says ... you will not be mine ... ... ... lost it once , lost is 4eva ... just hope to see you guys happy n smile always ... cya xIang

Aquarian xiAng

2005-07-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Aquarian are wary of emotion and like to deal rationally with life. Optimism is a big part of their nature, along with the knack of friendliness and the mastery of flirtation.

pre pre-lim

2005-07-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

today is the start of the pre pre-lim ... had my SS and El paper 1 today ... find the paper managable la ... after that went home to bath ... then go back to school for O lvl Chinese Oral i think i done my best ler ba ... haha ... at around 5pm reliase that i did not even had a proper meal today ... then in my sleep wear went to 205 coffee shop to buy dinner... very paiseh lor ... afew ppl saw me la .. lol now .. studying for tml da E math ba ... this time round i'm not going to be the last 3 ler ... mabe the first 3 ba .. haha .. lol ... jia you ...

happy yputh day

2005-07-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

haha . first week of school is still fine la , the other day my hair was caught by mr zul . then mdm yeo came to shiled me , i guess soo ba .. going to cut my hair this weekend ler .. yep ... preparing fro my chinese O oral ... well .. pre prelim too .. feeling the stress liao ler ba ... then today school celebrate youth day ha lot and lot of fun .. eating o.. thz to 4e4 for all the foods and drinks .. and she indirection passed a jelly ba ... dont realli taste nice .. but .. haha .. so yep went home after all the celebration .. then i as per noraml went online ... and my lao pen you cum n chat wif me .. then i tok to her on the fone ba ... glad to heard that she is fine .. ha .. yep this period of time would be easily for us .. but we jsut goona try ... the toughest time had not cum .

back to skool

2005-06-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

today should be a very boring yet exciting day for everyone of us ba . boring becuz we got lot of stuff to do n prepare for our pre pre-lim next week . excited as i missed everyone !! haha . back to the same a math classroom sitted at the smae place , making me realli sick . haha well my hair is safe n fine as mr zul is too busy wif ppl tat has brown hair ba lol . gonna sleep ler nite

broke me

2005-06-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hiaz. life is soso bad . n my wallet onli has $5 . so i m selling some old stuff of mine . so . yea . if u need it buy from me . if you don't support me but telling others about it ba . thz .
6 months old Nokia 7610 with Battery/Charger/MMC 64mb/DataCable/Box @ $550 Nvidia GeForce Mx4000 64mb @ $30 / Samsung SyncMaster 550s CRT monitor 15" $100SpeedStream DSl USB modem @ $20 Medal of honour AA Orginal with box @ $15WarCraft III Frozen Throne Orginal with box @ $20

counting down

2005-06-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

hm.. everyday at home slack . paly winning eleven 8 lor . i kept having this dream lei . dreaming of me getting caught by mr zul . lol . hm.. dream cum true they do . lol . ok time to sleep ler . guy sleep tight . nite

count down the last few days

2005-06-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

everydayy at home slack . play game . spending my time . i kept getting this dream lei . i kept dreaming tat mr zul catch my hair . haha . afew times ler . yea . dream cum true they do lol . hm .. time for bed nite .

yes i done my best

2005-06-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

hm.. ha . ha my el prelim oral today . hm... guess wat i see in front of me when i m there . not the teacher but the gals i will meet if i manage to get into a jc during the first 3 mths . wooh . hey any i did my 80% ... haha .... hm... EL C5 E MAth A2 A MAth B4 Sci B4 His/SS A1 Pure Geo B4 tat my aim . haha . iya . thinking of selling my handphone . haha. jsut find it so wierd la .too much thing inside ler . looking for sumting simple . haha . hey guy enjoy the last week of your holiday . n yea . 23 june intial D ...

tat me

2005-06-14T01:59:00.000+08:00

i think i m ... a guy ... tat will onli fall for a gal when the gal tell me she luv me ... den my feelings will move ... maybe tat who i m ba .

malaysia trip ? waste of my time

2005-06-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

i m running a fever

black mean a ball wif a number 8

2005-06-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

this morning was so bad . early morning sl called me n infor me tat there is e math lesson on Vectors . so i went lor . but it was changed to transformation . so sian 1/2 i left wif kw . had breadfast then slack around in skool until the nxt lesson lor . after ssp . went home slack paly game do nth . then emily called me n ask me out for pool again . hm.. this time did nt reject her i agree lor . paiseh to reject a mei nu the second time ma . then i reach ps ler la . i notice sumting nt right . guess wat ? guess did sumting to her eye . haha . very funni lor . but i suggest she can try red or blue . match her skin colour la . lol wooH playing pool wif any gang of ppl damn fun . cuz the r so as por as my own gang i used to hang around wif . hahaha . n i finally won the first time . since i started pooling half a year ago . lol . yea . the place was nice cheap n nice music too . haha think all the upper sec boi r running pooling fever ba . haha . yea . my back hurt lot bend too much ler ba . tml still got meet the parent sia . sian 1/2 ok time to sleep ler la . nite

boring holiday

2005-06-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

today was realli so bore . at home nth to do . thought going to skool for ssp can cure my boringness . but guess wat . the teacher got sumting on n lesson canceled . this is my first time in life . sad becuz lesson canceled . haha . so at home play tat 2pid halo lor . then play until the nite . then emily ask meto go paly pool lor . at first i rejected her da . but later i decided to go join her . hm .. then dont know y at the bus stop waiting 4 bus . then suddenly remeber i cannot go out . cuz i go sumting on . then i told her n i rush home . luckily she is understanding haha . yea . lol . bore bore . tml ssp again . cya

got miss me ?

2005-06-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

finally i'm back . ok . today realii nth much la . late 1 hour for work . also kena scolded . haha . then came home had a nap lor . when i woke up . this gal ask me to go jogging . so i reply her msg . ended up going 4 jogging lor . wat worst cum later . after tat we went home changed and chief Low wanna to buy sum stuff to cook for gher family tml . n guess wat i ended up helping her to carry all the stuff . a .. she also nt bad la treat me MnM's la . haha . so i think i m chief Low ast ba . lol

sian

2005-05-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

don,t know what to say .. jsut felt so down n disappointed wif myself n sum 1 AH !!! HONG GAN LA

luckily n happy day ?

2005-05-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

tOday morning .. i recieved a very warm welcum by my dearest .. mr ya p.. frrom my long 3 days holidays ... so .. nth much la .. then got back my papers la .. wat u think ? fail la .. failed both maths ... sad sia .. then saw jackie wif the BK coupons .. then decided to go for lunch after school .. tmd dont knoe wat happened to him la .. then waited for him outside skool in the rainn ... then when we were there i say the 2 big bullies ... keke .. after my meal ah .. i saw this O2 contact lenses da promotion lei .. suddenly a chio bu cum tok to me about the lenses lei .. then so gd sia give me free lenses sia .. wooH!! .. i feel gd lol haha .. go nth much la then go home ler ... at home nth to do .. so i heard that the 2 big bullies is working at mac .. so decided ok la .. go there have my meal .. wah realli saw them sia very funni .. lor .. never know a bully could work lol .. anyway jiayou ler .. then at night waiting 4 my mum to cum back cuz i know wat is aspected la .. she jsut nagged not more than 3 sentences n she ignore me .. n thz god peace ... haha .. then watch the zero to hero lor .. go hook by the show ler ba .. haha ... okAy time for bed .. tml going back to the jail n going to have a inspection .. n my hair is gonna get caught again .. o btw i jsut cut it 1 week ago .. believe it ? haha nite guy

hAppy bIrthday matCh

2005-05-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

this morning as usually went to work .. then went home .. my dad jio me go a place where they sell second hand stuff ... tat place is selling rubbish .. n u can find banana notes there haha .. then went home sleep n sleep .. then at nite watch tv lor .. realli damn sian sia .. o.. the otherday i saw a stranger wallet n it rewalli nice .. hm .. i wan buy sia .. it look like ... a normal black wallet .. but it has alot of stangers words printed on the cover .. yea .. okay... tml got skool ... but ppl is leaving early n we still got to stay .. not fair at all .. okAy.. time to go sleep ler la .. nite nite

tIred

2005-05-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

waht a lazy (14 MAy)morning i had ... woke up ay 7+ used com awhile n it started to rain .. hm .. nice weather to get back on the bed ... then end up sleeping till 1pm+ ... haha ... pon tuition rotting at home ... then at about 8+ ba .. kw called 4 movie .. so .. changed n pia all the way from home to PS ... then wan to watch a kingdom of heaven 11.45pm da .. but onli can get first 3 rows then dont wan watch ler ... so ... we decided to play ballard ... or CS ... then went to parklane a place wif at least 5 lan shop ... but they r all full ... n it is 10 30pm ... omGosH .. so we went to a lan jiao lan shop to play lor .. then after awhile we changed to play ballard ... then after awhile we left ... happily heading to home .. but realise it is raining ... so heavily ... when we decided to chong back to to DG MRt station to catch the last train ... thunder is all over the place ... so wih jh n roy wif their smart idea .. we took a bus to Litte India MRT station n take the second last train home ... reach CP ler .. then slack there ... outside the 7-11 but food tok cok .. look at condom wif jh .. n roy is looking a FHM ... haha ... kw behaving like a monkey around ... then sitrting outside the 7-11 .. kw started to have monkey idea .. n made a fool of the star war poster ... n i taken the evidence n it on my friendster .. haha .. then decided to go home ler .. but it still raining .. so we stole a few cardboards n go home .. kw n roy then me n jh ... so on the way home tok cok wif jh ... tok about our nxt two days da program ... then finally reach home ler .. but still must send him to the bus stop cuz he is SCARED !!! hahahaha ... then i went home saw my mum awaiting 4 my arriver lol she said nth then i bath n typing this blog lor .. go to sleep soon Nite

i m baCk

2005-05-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

sorry !!! this few days busy wif common test ... that why never blog ... and now it is over ler ... wahahaha ... this morning ... went to skool had a killer paper ... A.Math ... always prepare to see a F9 lol ... then mdm yeow wanna have a chem Camp ... that mnea 3 days 2 nights study chem lol ... her plan sound fun ... looking forward to that ... then after skool went home ... cuz of kw ... chong to green play pool ... haha ... n today is the first time i win ... when i tag wif wende ... wooH!!! then went to orchard wif kw lw n ak ... we went to a wallet shop ... i saw a stranger wallet n it realli nice but it cost $59 .. i gonna save n buy it ... wahhahaha ... and kw got his wallet too ... a normal leather wallet .. ba ... he look happy wwif it haha .... then had pasta ... n i saw a hum n ahum together then a hum ahum i finished my pasta haha .. then took train back ... lor ... now typing this blog .. later gonna go jh house play majong n ps 2 lor ... until tml morning lor ... haha ... n that my post examintion program .. tml going to watch movie .. wahahahaha ...!!! destressing in progress

endUre ?

2005-05-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

test n test ... all day long ... today El paper 2 was okAy ... hm ... hope it will nt be that bad like the first ba ... chem paper is bad .. gonna fail ler ... was half asleep well doing it haha ... after that had a period of El .. trying to read sum tounge twister ... careful dont get your tounge twisted .. lol ... after that .. had 3 periods .. of a math ... hm ... think that the most meaningful a math lesson i ever had ba ... cuz the skool onli have the sec 4 n 5 ... so slience .. study in peace ... went back home ... and the same thing carry on la .. eat sleep study sleep lor ... examintion still haven finsih ... and i have up cuming program to after the test ... haha ... hm ... everyone must jiayou 4 the test eventhoguht it realli very sian ... jia you ler

sTress

2005-05-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

had e math paper today .. wooH !! never knew e math can be that hard ... ok .. jsut get prepare to fail ler la ... making us staying back after our test is realli ... ... see ppl going home n yet u still gonna stay back in skool ... bloody hell sia haha ... lesson was jsut a waste of time la ... then went home ... think i had a new hobby ler ... which is sleeping ... so guess . wat i had a nap ... woke up at 6+ ba ... then go check out wat topic will be tested .. n dig for my notes keke ... ok .. jsut have dinner .. and it sux ... gonna study later ler ... examintion is realli making me sick ... felt so stress n i m suffering from a mental block ... omGoSh

here cum the rain , no need to hide

2005-05-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

wooh... today was raining damn heavily this morning ... but still manage to safely get to work la .. hm.. no much ppl today ... lei .. maybe raining .. ba .. then almost fall asleep lol ... rea ch home nth to go .. ate instant noodle .. then sleep .. i had master the skill of sleeping ler .. lol .. later gonna study 4 tml e math test ... stress .. sia .. haha ... later at 9 got a nice show ... title .. ' My Wife is under 18 ' msut watch keke .. buai buai

nice hair cut?

2005-05-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

this morning went for a hair cut ... hm.. frigne short .. ler ... sad sia .. then look so weird la... pon tuition .. cuz too tired ler must rest haha ... then nth to do sleep ... until7 + wake up .. buy dinner norx ... today is realli very sia la nth must happened ... morning i went to the salon .. i look 4 my stlyist .. n that idoit he is late ... then i left my number .. so i thoguht go green buy privated game la .. lol when i abord the bus jsut whne i tap my ez link the lady called me .. sian 1/2 .. so went for back after going green norx haha ... my hair sux lol

i m crAzy abOut teSt

2005-05-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

today had my El paper 1 and SS paper ... was planning to wake up at 5am to study da ... but in the end never wake up ... until my mum woke me up at 6 45am lol ... hm i was caught off guard by the El paper ... cuz i had never done such a report writing be4 ... SS paper was ... fine ... should be about to score well da .. then all the apper end at around 10 ... planning to run away wif kw n jack .. but they ba steady ... so had 4 periods of chatting ba ... then went cp ... at first is wif beck n gang da ... end up wif emily n gang ... funni sia ... then after awhile batahan too tired ler .. cuz last night study until very late then went home early ... now wake up ler jsut came back for dinner ... ready 4 this horror weekend flooded by test ... cya

a normal day

2005-05-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

today did nt went to skool ... cuz i wan to have more time to study for tml test ... study abit la .. then around 2pm went back skool to take a short chem test .. haha end up palying wif all the acids ... haha ... then went home lor .. nth to do ma ... at home chat listen to songs lor ... all the way to the night ... then go for tuition ... then now typing blog again ... sian hor .. haha ... every1 out there we r in the middle of this challenge .. gonna endure till nxt friday ... ... ... i realli realli hate her ... dont know y ... i just felt so ... anyway it nt your fault ... maybe that wat fate is all about ba ...

cHinese is nth ...

2005-05-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

reliase that today have chinese common test... keke last night study about 2 hours for the paper ba .. today thz to sum1 that help me so manage to get sum extra marks ... then after the test kw is sick .. that sick boi .. end up pei him to see a doctor .. haha .. the nurse said he will sick is becum he is nervous for test keke funny sia ... then almost late for paper 3 ... but pia cab to skool lor .. today paper still okay la ... aiming 4 a b4 la lol then went home sleep ... woke up reliase i got flu so unluckily .. hm.. maybe nervous then kena flu ? haha ... okay .. this friday still got test must jiayou every1 .. the day i waiting for yet to cum ...

monDay

2005-05-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

today hoilday .. so have to work .. today like very slack .. nt many ppl .. da ... thena fter working .. cum home changed .. then chong to green for jun hao birthday .. at first dont wan to go ba .. but give him face then go lor .. end up playing pool .. played about $15 ba .. keke for 5 long hours .. lol n my skill improv abit liao ler kkee ... then at home .. was thinking how to solve that problem n how to clear up the mess la .. stress sia

1 of May

2005-05-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

toDay went to woRk .. yeA .. then Came BacK frOm woRk wannA sleeP then my Dad called a repairman to repia my air coN .. spoiled my nap la ... then wake up Nth to do .. so jio kw go for dinner at Cp ... end up chatting at Bk until 10 like that then go home lor ... today is realli so sian la .. i wan sleep liao ler ... nite ... learning to forget ... ... ...

soRry guY ...

2005-04-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

SOORRY !!! kw sl lw ... sorry 4 introducing her to u guy ... we r nt that close after all ... when she stepped in ... lot of lot of thing had happened ... i reallo felt so guility ... cuz oif my 2pid action brought sorrow .. saddness to your life ... i know it my fault ... sorry ... toDay tuition was so boring ... cuz i did nt see her today lei ... then dt sam n guy also never cum .. think they change to another day ler ba .. nvm nxt thursday still can see her kekek ... after tuition at home rott sia ... thoguht of lot n lot of things la ... realli felt so bother .. think i m a BIG FOOL ba ... been fool yea still dont know about it ... i felt my suitation is like i cannot do anything but pray for mircale to happen ... i never regret saying i hhate u ... ... ...

i hatE yOu

2005-04-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

u r the gal i once luv .. so much .. so much .. heard him telling me your gd points .. thoguht u realli changed ler .. but i realise that it all lies ... u still the same .. unreasonable .. never think about others .. do things the way u wanna ... as if evey1 own her sumting in the pervious life ... u r jsut nt thinking .. u r nt 2pid ... u r NT .. n plz ... cutting your hand .. is nth fun .. wat for ? i dont know .. i realli very disappointed in u .. u think u know ... but the fact is u dont ... u gave me a gd first impression ... but when i start to know more about u .. u r a losuy person ... n that y u r losing your friend 1 by 1 and the number of ppl hating u increases 1 by 1 ... i hardly can find any postive point of u ... i felt that i been played ... luving u .. was the greatest msitake i had ever made in my life ... even u say i m losuy .. but i just wanna say i think i m much better than u .. and i dont think u deserve anything gd .. mei... as your kor ... i just wanna tell u that .. plz think about others be4 u do anything... and plz change ... if nt i fear that u will had no friend in furture ... i admit u gave ppl a gd first impression .. but as ppl start to know u more .. they will reliase u r nt that gd as the thought be4 ... ler .. hiaz i dont know wat to say liao la but i just very disappointed in u that all .. i realli wish u could changed ... or plz... i invite u out of my life ... ... ...

flU flU gO awAy

2005-04-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

tOday was realli a very lousy day ... started off wif sum1 been canned ... sian ... sad .. mr yap was so sick till he forgetten that he is having a lesson wif us keke ... think he need lot of rest ba ... did nt go ssp today ... cuz too sick to do so la .. then went home sleep .. rest ... then wake up for tuition ... wah keke saw that chio bu again lol ... then sum1 kept calling me .. as if i very free ... thoguht sumting urgent .. so i pick up .. but it happened that she got me into a confrence ... damn angry .. 2pid ppl do 2pid things ... nt thinking at all .. keke ... now at home rest ... think tml nt going skool ler ... i hate her cuz she jsut sux like hell

skooling pooling

2005-04-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

skOol as per normal ... recess i was so close .. so close to getting my hair been cut off ... i was jsut 5m away from him... but luckily ... i made an about turn n ran off .. keke ... and mei .. thz for your blessing norx .. Mr foong was on Mc .. so Ms tay too over ... her lesson was great ... n we were dismissed early ... ke ke .. then ... i went cp n spend all my saving... on clothe ... Cds... then went to play pool ... until i have no $ left ... is that great? spend $50 i one goal ... try it very song .. lol keke ... btw i had never regret knowing any1 even the person is very losuy ... but now u r the first that i regret knowing ... u spoil n mess up my life ... u r a fucker u sux ...

hyDro FaRm

2005-04-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

skool went off as per normal ... ms joy ... took her 30min to print a few pieces of paper ... that goes on from the first 4 periods ... lol ... at first we thoguht she having breadfast ... nono ... trap in the lift .. nono ... but end up knowing that she in the stuff room .. dont know wat the hell she doing .. haha .. during el lessson .. planning wat to do after skool ... decided to pon hum ssp da ... then cum back to vist the hydro farm ... but all of a sudden Mr Leong came into the class... he saw alot of us have been escaping ssp .. so he will be mointoring or attendant nprx .. sad sia .. all my plan was destory ... hahaha ... so went 4 ssp lor .. at the 2pid farm .. was very fun la but abit lame ... free vegetables 4 us lol ... n the bus came later today .. was my time sia .. end up reaching home by 7 ... okay ... very tired liao ler la .. so going to sleep ler .... .... ....

blEssEd

2005-04-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

haha ... worrying if mr zul will catch me today... hah .. keep a look out of him ... .. jsut as wat i thoguht he came to raid during recess time ...saw yuan yuan running away ... then i notice mr zul ... so i went o infrom andy n gang to siam ... keke ... after a day of avoiding .. was nt caguht la .. hopefully tml will be better nnorx .. haha ... iya my com something wrong ... lei ... sian ... but still manage to type this post la .. ke ke nitezz...

bEeR is bAd

2005-04-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

err... today woke up at 10+ ba ... the effect of the beer is still acting on me ... haha ... feeling abit headache la ... at home nth to do ... then go back to sleep until at 7 ba ... wah ... slept about 16 hours ? ... haha 3 reasons y beer is back ... 100% reliable ... make u lost your concentration ... n u will nt know wat u haven done ... second ... the taste suCk ... thirth.... headAchE !!! haha... ok.. tIme to sleep ler ... tml will be a begaining of a week ... jia you ...

mEngChe birThDay !!!

2005-04-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

tOdAy stRted off BorrowIng somethIng frOm kW theN enD up wif HiM goIng Cp to EaT siAn norX .. then WenT 4 A maTh tuiTion had a teSt and wAs reaDy to FaIl ler theEn wEnt tO plAy pooOl wiF loT oF peopLe ... waH reaChed MengChe hoUse drank lot Of beer wine etc ... ke ke stIll half drunK la ... anyWaY menGche hAppY birThdAy hEy u ShOuld be HonoUred cUz i OnLi drInk beeR on haPPy occasion lIke toDaY!!! a drUnk boI typIng thIs bloG ke ke ...

peace...

2005-04-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

today skool was short ... dismissed at around 11 50am ? deal to speech day ... hahaha ... all sec4 should attendant the speech day ... but lot of them choose to pon la ... and i one of them la ... haha ... then went to cp walk walk did nth much la ... so return home ... nth to do then sleep lor ...ha haha .. felt that life is so boring...

sAd to see u crYing

2005-04-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

toDay... hm ... should be a lousy day ba ... aching all over sia ... after the nafa ... yea ytd night chat until very late wif jiejie then end up tired in skool n alot of homework never do norX... all thz to jie thz ah ... then was slacking in class half sleep ler ... after skool i saw her very sad like that ... then ... awhile later she cried norxx ... i was like .. lM goSh ... too shock to have any reaction norX.. hm eventhoguht i dopnt know y but ... hope u feeling better ler norX. keke ... skip ssp n slack at home play around wif my com etc norx ... then went for a math tuition ... haha got shock by this gal ... high voltage sia haha ... yeAS she look gd to me haha ... yeA .. a bad start but a nice ending ..huH... yeA tHe enD

ouCh it huRt

2005-04-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

hAd my nafa today ... hiaz ... disappointed la ... from a gold to a brozen ... pull up onli 4 ... omGosh ... damn poor la ... wat worst is my leg hurt lot after the test .. dont know y .. so i skipped ssp today to have a nap at home ... yeA... then planning to do my hw la ... but it seem to me that i dont have the mood haha ... yeA... tml a brand new day...

my HaIr ... ='(

2005-04-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

toDay ... mR zuL said that he will cut any guy wif long hair ... no toking ... so heng today i was caught by him ... wooHhh... he took out a pair of ... wanting to cut my hair ... after lnog toking n toking n thz to help of my classmate i ended up been cut abit of my hair jsut abit la ... heng hor lol then went SsP norX.. cuz mdm sarfa is back ... yeA ... then went for puRe gEo ssp too ... i was awarded a chocolate for going to ssp haha ... then we go cp wif beck n munir ... walkwalk kill time then go home .. wah so tired sia ... n thz jie for lenting me the sly cd thz lot ... thz guy ... nitE~

boRing boRing

2005-04-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

suDdEnlY feLt liFe sO borIng ... cOlOurleSs ... mEaniNgleSs ... back to that 2pid skool ... continue the 2pid cycle study homework test scolding ... today was a rainy day ... caught myslef in the rain ... but i perfering allright ... hope u r allright too ...

a nEw day 4 me ... a neW skiN foR my blOg

2005-04-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

woke up ... 7+ ba.. then go uncle bao shop work ... today alot of customers ... alot lor ... no time to even rest ... so tired ... n worst is today got 1 uncle never cum ... haha he damn funni da ... everytime ask me eat ler ma ... i reply No... i will eat u first ... haha ... then reutrn home bz wif this new skin lor ... hope u guy like it ... and ... then very tired so sleep ... until now ... lor but i think i got a cold ... damn ... flu .. haha ... then jsut now nap i dream of her ... haha ... maybe i thinking too much ler ba ... ok ... later still must study for tml chinese test ... k ... gtg going to have a pill of panadol ... buai

keePinG rolliNg

2005-04-15T14:58:00.000+08:00

finally after a day rest back in skool ler ... slept at 3am ba ... then wake up go skool ... during recess i saw her ... i also dont know how should i react to her .. so i ignore her n walk away ... recess was back ... Mr Zul was at the canteen cating ppl ... think that is his fav passtime ba ... so didn't had anyting for recess ... after skool was about to paly soccer ... but wanna go home rest cuz my ankle .... hiaz ... then later got A mAth tuition ... at Bedok ... having a headache now ... also dont know should i go anot ... think i going to have a gd rest ... u guy also have a gd rest n take care too .. and u also smile okAy ? cYa

noT iN scHooL toDay

2005-04-14T12:39:00.000+08:00

ytd lor ... cuz soccer then my ankle kena kick ... that y today cannot walk so never go skool ... at home trying to complete my hw lor ... doing in process ... 10% ... 50% ... 100% completed ... then nth to do ler ma... start to think about alot of things still remember that day that day when i was so sad ... and i threw away everything that gonna do wif her ... thinking i can forget her ... but i forget ... forget that my memories of her cannot be forgotten ... after so many things ... all the things i done ... i had failed to forget her ... realise i still luv her alot ... dont know y ... eventhought knowing that i dont stand a chance anymore ... anyway jsut hope to see her smile more ... the other day i told her my feelings ... n i told her nt to contact me ler ... hm ... think this is the best way to forget her ba ... i wish wish i can forget you even i dont wan to ... and u can be happy always ... ... ...

reaDing my bloG?

2005-04-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

yEa life as per normal lor ... jsut bought a new spec la ... look neddy on it ... hm... mdm sarfa how u recover soon we misses you lot ... this few days saw her much more cheerful ler ... all thz to him ... thz ah ... hm... ppl tell me ... dont give up the forest 4 that tree ... but i still choose the tree and it u ... but the chance seem so small that i think i will never success ... regreted saying that B word ... really regret alot alot ... but what ever it is u r happy wif him so do i ... todAy.. have 4 periods free yeA greaT ... had a great tIme talking n talKing ... ha ha... hope you guy is as happy as me k ... buai

No more crying, wipe your tears

2005-04-02T09:48:00.000+08:00

Saw sumting i dont wish to and it hurt me alot

Everything's gonna be alright ... haha hope so....

juSt anoThEr NorMal DaY

2005-03-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

haha ... today came to skool ... there is a change of time table so did nt bring any books to skool ... recess was chaged to 35 min later ... lol was so hungry lol dont know y ... then reliase that after skool still got extra lesson all the way to 4pm woow!!! sian 1/2 liao lor ... lol then took a 2pid e math test la haha luckily wif the help of all formula ... lol went for mr yap a math well ... did nt learn anyting jsut had a nice 1 hour toking to sl lol ... then came home reliase i did nt recieved any sms today lol thz god today is such a peaceful day lol was about to do my Pure Geo hw n going to bed early u guy sleep early too dont get too tired ler lol cYa

mOOdless Day

2005-03-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

well today a thursday morning the same old thing carry on again ... this morning my teacher was on MC and me n my classmates were sitted down at the canteen hm ... still remember in my last psot i was toknig about spiky hair ? lol one of my classmate was caught for that lol well i thinking that i m very luckily haha.. but haiz... the DM came n spotted my outstanding hair style n i was caught for messy hair ear stick n long nail... well i m surpicse that the DM did a spot check on my bag well i jsut took out everyting n left my mobile in my bag ... fortunily the DM did nt see my phone n i manager to escape lol ... well and was send for a day denention lor lol hm ... after skool 1345 had a test then at 1515 report for denention then at 1730 go for tuition until 1900 dont even have anytime to rest ... but from 1900 to 2000 i got 1 hours of time free ... sjut nice to allow me to have my dinner n a bath before my next lesson start at 2000 lol then my lesson ended at 2130 went home and was aching all over lol haha ... but thinking again wat happened this morning lol jsut felt i m luckily ... The ENd of a 2pid day ... ... ...

afTer sumtIme

2005-03-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

hm ... finally it time to update my blog ... the secOnd day of term 2 ... wake up as usual 6.45am lor ... dragging on my heavy foot going to skool dont even have the mood to eat ... stood in front of the same old traffic light which i had been doing for the pass 3 years ... cross the 2pid road n entered the skool ... a sense of boringness ... too a sit n sitted down for assembly ... sumting special happened today ... MrZul(DM) was toking about late cuming and spike hair style ... hm ... it sound like i have a share of this ... well 2 bois was caught for spiky hair ... wondering y i was nt caught well anyway ... i jsut luckily that day ... hm ... the first thing i step into the chinese class room ... omG!!! i haven paid for my Zai Bao ... i spend the money during the hoildays ... lol ended up digging out every single cents i got n paid the teacher ... and peacefully took a chinese paper ... but i kept building castle in the air ... wasted alot of time and did nt manage to complete the paper ... Ooo.... i must score higher that sean chew ... lalalala.... after that had PE lesson ... took a 2.4km run n done sum pull up ... lol after a few mths of slacking ... 11min becum 14 min 8 pull up becum 1 lol from a gold to a fail ... well that was jsut a pratcise lol hm... jsut wondering would mrRaji catch me for my long dye hair ? well it look like i am so luckily today ... nil ... he did nt wahhahaha ... maybe his colour blind ? lol had a short soccer match wif my friends ... then during recess ... did nt eat anyting ... jsut drunk a cup of drink n a bottle of H2O hm ... lol nt on diet but jsut dont feel like eating after recess was 2 boring El lessons 2 A math lessons and last period E math ... El was so boring of the dry content jsut kept dreaming n dreaming during the lesson ... A math lessons ... trying very hard to understand the questions ... but still did nt manage to learn anyting from the 2 periods ... wasted ... E math was simply a waste of time ... did nt done any of my hw and was send out of class haha... nt onli me .. wif about another 10 more guys... well all of them are guy ... lol after skool was a long ssp planned for me ... 2.15 to 5.15 that killing me ... so had my lunch in the canteen tok about the upcuming sport day event and i went to take a look at who taking us for ssp ... well it look negative a short n tiny teacher dont know her ... but my friend advice me nt to go ... so i decided to go home n have a rest ... reach home ... did nt bath ... i jsut had a long long nap ... alll the way to 11.30pm ... was a long nap i had hahaha .... hm... then drunk sum milk and it 12 midnight .... end of my day ... ... ...

lAst dAy of 2oo4

2005-01-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

hm ... ... ... woke up as per normal 2 pm ba ... my phone woke me up ... coz i recieved a sms from her ... haZ ... then decided to go out ... but all my friend bo eng ... so heard that she is going compass ... then very happy want to meet her ... but she say she still doing the 2pid project lor ... then i jitou sian 1/2 ... then bath go buy lunch ... at home eating half way ... she sms me wah then i very happy coz she ask me go compass meet her ... haven finish my food then rush to compass ... reach compass le saw her ... felt very happy ... then we walked pass her friend she jitou tio paiseh haZ ... coz her friend don t i n her stead ... then they giving the look .. hu is he? haZ ... then we walking around compass ... then decided to go kovan take neoprint ... but on the train ... her mum called n she had to rush back home for dinner ... then end up wasting a trip to kovan lor ... then hm ... at the bus stop haZ ... start to be ait despo wanna hold her hand but failed ... then gonna take different bus home ... but i insisted to send her home ... ended up at her place dunnoe how to go home ... then nvm lor ... then i act hero don t wan take bus home ... so starting walking n walking then jitou reach punggol pri there rain .. hiaz ... went to a MaMa shop to buy sweet while waiting for the rain to stop ... after 5min it still raining ... then i decided to chong back ... after 15min in the rain finally reach home ... but was totalli wet ... but i lie to her in the sms saying that i m ok ... haZ i m a liar just don t want her worry for me ... then i was feeling very cold so i went to bath ... then i go buy dinner again at the same coffee shop i had visited for the pass 5 years ... came home eat ... watch tv then chat wif her ... chat n chat just she suddenly offline ... also dunnoe wat happen ... then i sms her saying that i wanna sleep le then i go to bed ... at around 1am ... end of the day ... ... ...